Wanting to look pretty.

Wanting to look slimmer.

Wanting to fit into pretty dresses.

It's all a girl's thing.

In simpler term.

Vanity.

Mom has been saying that she can't recognize me when she meets up with me.

She said I've changed so much.

Recently wanting to lose weight, and wanting to go to the gym.

My old friends were like asking.

"why suddenly wanna go to gym?"

And I'd answer.

"HAHAHA. FAT"

Others were like.

"your eyes are so big now"

"pretty", "cute"

"is that really you"

"forever young"

It's unbelievable some of the comments.

Cause I used to be quite chubby.

And yes.

I do have a baby face.

AND BABY FATS.

Vanity has ruled over me.

Selfie.

Looking into the mirror multiple times.

Wanting to lose weight.

Makeup.

Outfits.

ETC.

I used to not care so much about my looks.

Used to think

"As long as I look decent, it's fine"

What caused this drastic change in me.

I know in my heart fairly well.

There's only one reason now.

I wanted him to want me more.

When a girl's in love.

She'd want to make herself look good for him.

Make herself look presentable.

Wants his undivided attention.

It's really funny how a girl's mind work.

There're things we would do out of love.

But well.

Love also makes people feel happier.